i hate hackers!

hmpp.. i definitely hate those people who are computer literates and use their capabilities in a wrong deed.. and know what?.. i'm a victim of such crime for two months!.. there's no doubt that this person is really good in hacking programs.. i wanna tell you what's happening to me right now.. that hacker made a program that screwed up my mobile network.. i have a problem in sending messages to a certain number (the owner of the mobile number is well.. important to me.. our means of communication is through cellphone).. my messages are blocked, i can't even give a ring to that number since the operator would tell me that it is unattended or out of coverage area.. even if i will use other mobile number, it is still useless.. but i'm pretty sure that the phone is turned on.. the other line too was hacked.. we both have the same problems and it really gets into my nerves.. arghhhh!.. i can say that our networks were under controlled by the hacker.. there are times that.. the truth is very few.. we've got the chance to exchange messages.. the worst is the hacker can read the messages, he's a big intruder during the conversation because while we were talking, that hacker tends to send messages to both networks and suddenly blocked the messages.. and that hacker would send me a message telling me that the conversation is over!! how rude! i believe that this kind of programming is a crime.. the hacker goes beyond the limit and doesn't even know what PRIVACY means.. sigh.. too bad.. i don't know how to get rid of this crazy stuff..i'm not that good in computers.. how i wish there would be someone who could help me.. sigh..WHERE IS THE JUSTICE??.. ='( ..

Thank God I Found You

(Mariah)
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you.


(98 Degrees)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you (I'm thanking you)
I was lost lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you.

-Bridge- (Mariah & 98 Degrees)
See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you


(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I'm lost lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

(Mariah)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you


This song is one of my favorites.. and everytime i've got the chance to listen to this song..
it reminds me of my "hugz" (nyehehe..).. just dedicated for him.. ='D .. "i love you po.."

Teens Nowadays

thirteen.. fourteen.. fifteen.. sixteen.. seventeen.. eighteen.. nineteen.. the what we so called teenage and exploration years.. way back before (for your information, i'm now 17 years of age..), i also loved to hang out like what the teenagers are now doing.. and i believe that they are worst than i was before.. drink at age of thirteen.. involve in premarital sex at age of fourteen.. and get pregnant at age of fifteen.. that's quite.. no.. that's very disappointing.. but that's reality.. i can't protest that fact since i've been also in immature stage in my late teen age (note just to make things clear: i didn't involve myself in premarital sex and being preggy until now hmm..).. yet in this generation, we can't deny that the teenagers today want to stay as a SPOILED BRAT rather than "looking for the stairs to take new steps to reach the top".. i know most of us are aware of what they are doing.. ask money to their parents for "PROJECTS".. but the truth is.. they went out from their house at 9 PM, ride with their crews and have their way to the expensive pubs, drink until they lose self control.. and i bet you know what's next.. and the result?.. A BIG REGRET!..

well guys.. i'm not writing this blog because "nagmamalinis ako".. instead, i'm writing this to make these co-teenagers of mine to wake up.. it's not too late to make changes.. let's make some difference.. to avoid regret..

changes in me..

before, when i was in my younger years of being a teen, i never fail to do crazy stuffs just to ease the ennui in my life.. playing around, staying up late at night with my friends, going to bars and pubs, drink 'til i sobber, walking down the street in the middle of the night, exploring things that would catch my attention.. and etcetera, and etcetera.. in short, no plans at all.. i was a brat with no direction in life.. and i certainly felt that way every time i was alone (well, i used to be alone before).. especially when i go out all by myself and just looking around.. while walking, it seems that you don't know the reason why you exist.. it's like you're searching for something but.. you don't know what your are looking for.. a feeling of when you have seen lots of people around you but then you still feel alone.. you're making steps onwards but you don't know where you are going.. absolutely, that is some sort of having your own world.. these things are the symptoms of the illness of being empty and no direction in life..

but you know what.. i've realized that it's up to the person if he wants changes in life.. it's either to be good or to be bad.. but in my case, i changed because of God's gifts to me.. they are the reasons why i grabbed the chance to have a new life.. to become a better person.. they did not change me for who i am today but i chose to change myself for them.. all those crazy stuffs i've done in my life before were now vanished.. and i never regreted that i left my old self and take new steps for new one.. and absoulutely it feels great that now, you know the reasons why you exist.. ='D ..

"i loved you.. yesterday.."

he was definitely handsome.. a headturner, masculine, intelligent.. he's the answer in every girl's dream guy.. it was amazing, that a simple brat like her had a man like him.. they were happy as a couple, they talked a lot, laugh out loud with common things.. and it's overwhelming that somehow, they were like paired by a cupid.. he loved her so much and she loved him too, that's why she gave him her whole trust.. and she believed that it is absolutely important. she didn't know why things made worst.. he loved her but never trusted her.. he was so afraid that the other man whom she was with before came in.. because of fear, he left and he didn't even fight for her.. she was very disappointed maybe because of expecting too much from him.. and worst, she thought she knew him very well.. but then she was wrong.. she discovered things about him that broke her trust.. and it somehow break her heart.. and now he's bugging her around, wanting her back.. but it's too late.. because she only loved her.. yesterday..

The One Person I Love The Most

i have a strange friend.. i've known him July 06, 2007..

wanna know about him??.. just read this..

he's sweet, kind and caring..
he's absolutely gorgeous and masculine..
he's intelligent in almost all things..
he's like the answer of every girl's dream..
he's snobbish but gentle in his own way..
he's quiet to others but talks a lot with me.. ='D ..
he's a good cook.. and sometimes bakes for me..
he loves to do special stuffs, to make the spur of the moment definitely sweet..
he's totally independent and family oriented..
he loves to sketch.. and sing..
he loves gardening and orange roses..
he never played around and deal with things seriously..
he's not use of breaking someone's heart..
so expect that he'll take care of you from the start..

just few things about this strange friend..
and he's the one person i love the most..